The Art of Leaving - 50 Ways to...

 In his 1975 hit song “50 Ways to Leave Your Lover", Paul Simon writes: 

“The problem is all inside your head

She said to me

The answer is easy if you

Take it logically

I'd like to help you in your struggle

To be free

There must be fifty ways

To leave your lover”*

Of course, the nimble songwriter was referring to ending a romantic relationship and the song became a huge hit because who hasn’t felt trapped inside a dead end romance at some point in their life? We all know the pain and sense of loss that comes when a partnership we’ve invested our heart and soul in comes to an end.

In the same way, the investment of self that most of us give to our professional lives mirrors, and in some cases (perhaps more frequently that we would like to admit) even eclipses that of our personal lives. The common notion that we spend more time with our co-workers than our family members is all too true for many.

Having spent the better part of my adult life working in the nonprofit sector, I readily admit that I am guilty of caring too much about work and not enough about my personal wellbeing. It seems to come with the nonprofit territory as an integral part of the job description….”other duties as assigned… including working impossible hours and meeting outrageous goals.”

This sense of fierce commitment to the organization is especially true for those who bear the responsibility for fundraising. We have been told from the beginning by countless members of our profession, that we are the ones entrusted with safeguarding the organization’s mission.

In her book, Donor Centered Leadership, Penelope Burk, well respected researcher, consultant and fundraising expert, reveals that the average amount of time a fundraiser stays at his or her job is 16 months. Sixteen months!  Let that sink in.

Most reasonable people would agree that amount of job turnover is too high for a group of professionals who give so much of their own time, talent and treasure their jobs. But Burk’s research is solid and even the most skeptical observer of the nonprofit world can read confirmation of these findings revealed the seemingly endless listing of job openings at charities.

It should come as no surprise that the top three reasons for leaving are 1.) To earn a higher salary, 2.) To have more opportunities for professional advancement and 3.) “Due to a clash with the organizational culture.” While the first two are fairly straightforward, the third speaks to the high level of stress fundraisers feel and the lack of support they receive from their executive management, boards of directors and volunteers. Fundraising can feel pretty lonely when no one seems to understand or appreciate what you are up against. Also, a general mindset by boards and organizational leadership that puts pressure on the fundraiser to generate as much unrestricted cash as possible in the shortest amount of time while ignoring the real need to build long term quality relationships with donors for the ultimate sustainability of the organization, fuels the flame that leads the fundraiser to run quickly out the door as if the building were on fire. This is terrible news for the nonprofit sector and for the culture of philanthropy as a whole.

So, what is a dedicated fundraising professional to do except to prepare for the inevitable fact that one day – perhaps not quite as soon as in the next 16 months – but almost certainly at some point in your career, you will decide that you cannot keep trying to spin straw into gold or bear the thought of one more special event that isn’t. 

But, even after you decide to leave and change organizations, the break-up, no matter how amiable or mutually beneficial, is seldom as effortless as the simple rhymes of a song. Another reality uncovered by Burk is that most seasoned fundraising professionals spend very little time looking for their next position – with so many job openings and many consulting firms searching for talent – a new job is almost assured. So while the fundraiser can look forward to a new opportunity with new challenges pretty quickly, no one just packs up their cardboard box of mementos and walks away without looking back.

In my own career I have experienced my own share of job moves and for the most part those top three reasons for leaving hold true for me, too.  Each move has brought financial security and professional advancement that is personally rewarding. I enjoy learning new information and meeting new people, so for me the adjustment period after making a move is relatively short and painless.

The truly hard part has always been the necessity of having to stop caring about my former nonprofit home.  

 Like an old romantic interest, a job at a nonprofit organization can get under your skin. Ask anyone who has ever worked for one and they will tell you the one truth I have learned in more than two decades in this profession – eventually a nonprofit will break your heart.

Okay, now if that sounds overly dramatic to you consider the essence of what we fundraisers do – build relationships. We are the ones who are charged with the task of caring, nurturing, guiding, safeguarding, developing, and connecting individuals to our organization and then asking them to have the trust, confidence and care required to provide support to the organization financially. In our efforts to build donor loyalty to the organization, our hearts naturally get caught up in the process. When your job is to ask people to care, naturally you actually do care, too. We are passionate about our work and this passion is what enables us to do our jobs well.

For those of you reading this who don’t already know, the word “philanthropy” comes from the Greek word “philanthrōpos” – loving mankind – we really do care about the people and organizations we work for – it is literally at the heart of what we do.

My recommendation for those of you who are in the midst of a transitioning from one nonprofit to another or for those who one day will be making that transition (the research clearly tells us that ALL of us will face this situation) is to allow yourself to time grieve but to move on and for goodness sake, stop caring about your former flame.

Specifically, understand that once you leave you are no longer responsible for the wellbeing of the organization or its donors. No matter how the organization might change or what actions the board will take, you cannot continue to care about what direction the organization is moving and you must reserve your opinions and remain mute about whether you personally agree with any changes made after you leave. Concentrate on the fact that you left the organization in a much better state than when you arrived and feel good about a job done well.

This is much harder to do than you might think. After all, you gave your heart and soul to this organization, you asked people to trust YOU and now the board is going to do what…?

I’m not writing about malfeasance here, but rather a difference of opinion. Actual criminal wrong doing is for others more versed in the subject matter to write about.

Your professional response to how things might be changing at your former nonprofit is polite silence. Nope, sorry, can’t say anything about. Remember you are not the nonprofit. It is separate from you no matter neither how closely you identified with it, nor how many hours you spent worrying about it. You are not Paul Revere and cannot race through the night on a mission to warn of a potential harm that you perceive is about to happen. You might think you should, you may even feel a deep sense of responsibility to do so, but no, you just can’t do it. Better to not say anything and just let it go.

“You Just slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don't need to be coy, Roy
Just get yourself free
Hop on the bus, Gus
You don't need to discuss much
Just drop off the key, Lee
And get yourself free”*

*© 1975 Words and Music by Paul Simon